+..Welcome to Club 30..+

hahahahha~@!

Dear Boe,

Happy Birthday, baby! You are no longer in your 20s! Hahahaha..
Welcome to Club 30!

By the by, Inas too celebrate her birthday this month. Happy 27th Birthday sweet apple pie!
and to ms wtf too somewhere errr in August...ehehe

The Leos that I loved so much. My stronger other half, my D3KAT sweet friend and ms wtf who happen to be a fashionista. *sigh* Been too long in my own world, i wish it was not this bad...but well...all good wishes for them.

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Meanwhile, I'm getting used to be confined to a *house arrest* for something i did stupidly. I've learned to *hear* instead of listening to the nags...learning to act stupid, learning to accept my sister who can date that fat boy (he picked her up from the house), learning to accept my own mistakes and live with it... learning to be selfish...learning to raise my voice to my MTV/ AF addicted sister. Yeah I'm gonna suspend that account until after her PMR. I've accepted that I'm no longer looking for someone to marry. I'm thankful for having a companion and that I didn't expect to get married. NO. It's okay, you can advice me lotta worldly and religiously blahdiblahs...hey I made the call, right? Its not fair for someone who is not me to judge. I still remember how they say I can't choose whom to marry, I can't set my own Mr Right cos I'm not perfect either. Its okay to marry someone who is not career-stable...or not pious...or ugly. its okay they said.

Heck! Now eat this. I'm not JUST gonna marry anyone. So just eat your own judgements on moi. Be happy, yay~@! Pissed? I'm done pissing. I've passed that era already and now I'm moving on. Unlike in the 50s or 60s and much earlier years, bah! Marriage is somewhat a necessity to women, as they require the men to be their breadwinners. Most of the women that era were illiterate. They need men to do about everything, they depended merely on MEN.

Unlike today. Women are more advance in terms of education and career. They know how to change tyres, bulbs and fix small things at home (besides cooking, do the laundry and all that womenly chores?)Well at least I know how. So the necessity of having a man (only one man for me) has evolved into having a companion and to reproduce. Seeing the low down of our economy and how man destroys the earth, it is wise to plan your family. Sex for us is not as important as having your own money to pay bills. Well, that's from my biased thought at least.

So the need of marriage is not as urgent as in the good old yesteryears. I've passed what Malays usually say of that marriagable age. They may call me with names like andartu blahdiblahs...so don't blame me why I avoid attending weddings (accept good friends) especially those from my family. I hate all those typical questions and i hate what they usually say the *norms*.

Well, anyho...
stronger other half will be happiest when he receive my gift. talking about research...

better go now. I'm done membebel here...