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Sebab apa?

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Lagipun saya bosan.

Saya malas mahu mengemas rumah di hari Sabtu walaupun pada hakikatnya saya telahpun berjanji untuk melakukan segalanya sepeti membasuh baju, memvakum rumah, mengemop dan mengatur dan melipat dan membersih apa adanya. (Phew! Itu adalah ayat yang agak panjang). Saya pun telah berjanji pada sibuahati bucuk saya untuk melakukannya dengan komitmen yang tinggi. Tapi, semuanya musnah setelah saya menghidupkan suis HBO dan kini ANTM edisi ketot di saluran 711. Haishh...

Takpelah.

Yang saya tahu, kini saya semakin pudar dan gelap akibat sukan kompeni saya yang terhebat setiap tahun itu. Terima kasih kepada kemalasan saya mengenakan sunblock SPF150 ke kulit sedangkan itu yang paling penting apabila bermain di bawah terik matahari pagi dan petang.

Takpe. Sibuahati bucuk telahpun  memanggil saya minachi. Saya tak kesah sebab saya rakyat Satu Malaysia (tiba tiba!)

Baeklah. Saya harus pergi sekarang. Kalau tidak Sabtu saya akan menjadi sia sia. Ciou cincau~@!

Pos Bosan Bersempena Entri yang ke 550...

Sambal udang bersepah sepah

Hmm... Tak ada apa yang aku nak celebrate sempena pos yang ke 550.

Apa yang aku tau bak kata Lina, blog aku dah bersawang. Hehehe.. Bukan apa, aku dah tak ada isu menarik, cerita aku dah makin mandom dan bosan. Aku ada writer's block dan amat sibuk dengan banyak perkara. Kerja lagi, training lagi, lepas tu Audit Dalaman nak datang, aku naik Bintulu, lepas tu Raya Haji. Ada benda aku nak tulis, tapi aku tulis dalam diari buruk aku je. Kalau aku nak bercakap, hanya pada Dia aje sekarang.

Raya haji? Aku suka panggil raya korban. Aku terkorban kat Kuching dok beraya sorang sorang. Pepagi raya orang makan rendang dan ketupat, aku makan pisang dan koko krunch. Nasib ada si Azim yang ajak aku beraya rumah kengkawannya di Kuching. Sekurang kurangnya, aku tahulah macam mana rasa ketupat pulut bersantan.

Azim?
Alaaa...Azim mamat Bintulu tu, ingat tak? Sementara dia tak dapat berita berpindah ke Trengganu, boleh la dia datang Kuching ni. Aku rasa lambat laun mesti takde sapa geng aku kat sini. Sorang sorang pergi tinggalkan aku. Macam "abang" aku dulu. Maklumler, memasing dah ada kehidupan sendiri. Aku ni sapa ye tak. Hahahaha emosi. Aku tak percaya pada mulut manusia. Tapi aku masih pegang janji Ilahi. Takpe. Aku kena kuatkan hati dan kena selalu minta padaNya agar aku bisa tabah.

Bercakap pasal emosi. Aku dah tak peduli pasal perasaan pun. Dah mangli orang kata. Kalau ada, ada lah. Kalau tak ada pun aku ok. Boe pun dah kontek aku balik, katanya jom jadi kawan. Hmmm. Kawan? Boleh ke aku? Lama aku ignore sms dia. Dia pernah menjadi my own brand of drug (tiru ayat cerita Twilight). Entah. Apa aku tau, dia komplen jatuh motor 600cc masa amik koner kat Bukit Tinggi (macam aku selalu bayangkan, hoh!). Padan muke! Orang suh naik scrambler/ mudbike dulu takmo. Degil. As always la kan?

Aku amat terasa kehilangan sekarang. Dulu aku ada seorang guru yang selalu ingatkan aku. Aku terasa guru aku tinggalkan aku untuk aku berdikari mencari Dia. Jatuh bangun dan luka, aku sendiri. Lampu yang aku bawak di tangan macam makin kurang tenaga baterinya. Cahaya yang aku suluh, makin tidak kelihatan. Aku takut gelap. Dan gelap amat sukakan aku. Semua orang nak tinggalkan aku (itu aku yg rasa la).

Cakap pasal gelap, aku teruja nak masuk hutan balik. Aku rasa macam nak bersendiri. Ikut hati (mati) aku nak masuk Endau Rompin. Duduk 3 malam kat sana, carik sorang guide, masuk hutan tengok jejak tapak kaki sibelang ke si belalai ke. Carik gua ke, air terjun ke apa. Nak pergi pulau, musim tengkujuh pulak. Kat Kuching, Kubal dan Fezal dah buat hal memasing. Dak Yati pun sama. Usrah dah stop sekarang tatau apa cerita. Jadi tinggallah aku dengan kesepian terlampau.

Kolam renang kat rumah aku dah berfungsi. Sekurang kurangnya, ada jugak aktiviti solo aku boleh buat di Kuching ni. Jadinya, lepas balik kerja aku terjun buat beberapa lap malas (breast stroke) sebelum masuk Maghrib. Pernah aku cuba buat freestyle. Tapi sebab pool tu berkeladak, aku panik sebab aku tak nampak apa dalam kolam tu (aku bayangkan ada benda menakutkan dalam tu tengah tengok aku) Hampir lemas jugaklah masa tu. Nasib aku tak mati kembung perut ek? Kolam tu takdelah dalam sangat. Setakat paras dada je. Mungkin sebab aku masih fobia pada benda yang misteri. Benda yang tidak kelihatan. Kelam. Aku lebih suka berenang dalam air yang jernih dan tenang.

Lepas kejadian hampir lemas kepanikan tu, aku dah berenti berenang. Kok ye pun nak sangat bersenam, aku nak bersenam bila matahari terang dan bila kolam cerah. Nak berlari, hujan pulak. Nak ngaji, peok pulak. Apa la aktiviti aku boleh buat? Buku semua dah baca. Apa lagi. Bukak saluran Astro. Nak damaikan hati yang berkecamuk, aku tengok Indahnya Iman sambil ikut berzikir dan berselawat. Saluran Oasis juga ada Qiraatul Quran. Aku nak ingatkan balik apa yang aku dah lupa. Pastu aku layan Bicarawara biar aku ni insaf dan muhasabah balik. Aku ni manusia pelupa dan lemah. Allah Maha Memberi Petunjuk dan Gagah Perkasa. Aku pohon pada Allah yang Maha Penyayang, Maha Kaya, Maha Pengampun, Allah yang Maha Memberi Rahmat dan Rahim macam macam perkara. Aku rasa aku tak layak satu alif pun apa yang aku mintak. Tapi aku mintak jugak padaNya, sebab aku hanya ada Dia. Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Bijaksana, tapi aku tetap mintak dan nyatakan apa yang terbuku dan terpendam dalam benak dan hati aku yang makin mengecut macam epal busuk ni.

Tak sangka dalam aku ditinggalkan orang satu demi satu, aku "jumpa" balik member lama aku kat Facebook. Dari sekolah di Alor Setar sampai lah ke dua sekolah di JB. Seronok dapat tahu cerita dorang. Masing masing dengan cerita masing masing. Masing masing punya rezeki, ye tak?

Aku dah penatla. Tak tipu. Baru habis tulis laporan aktiviti regional Sarawak. Esok aku kena ke Jabatan Hasil lagi untuk stamping. Tak habis habis sejak minggu lepas. Staf aku pulak nak pergi teambuilding seminggu kat Lenggeng minggu depan. Jadi aku akan makin sibuk.

Lelah indah orang Sarawak kata. Penat sangat dah ni. Aku nak tido dah. Dah pukul 1240 pagi. Jarang aku tido lewat camni.

Penat.

Sekian, dari orang yang hampir mati kembung perut di kolam renang yang dalamnya paras dada di apartmen rumahnya.

Aku yang semun maksima.

p/s: Ini ke entri yang orang suka baca? Cerita gagal aku?

+..Tak Dapat Juara Pun, Dapat...err...?..Jadilah...+

Kenangan manis yang masam bau peluh....

Lalala... Bestnya balik semula ke Kuching ek?

BORNEO GAMES
14-17 June 2008

OPENING YANG HAPPENING!
Mamat ni ada gak buat show kat Sutera Harbour. Agak hensem, ada janggut, tapi seksinyaaa...lahai!

Management Team try main sepit kaki, "Meh aku kau orang semua cemana nak main meh!"

Okay, satu dua, sepit sepit kaki...apa tersepit, pastilah sakit, ewahh!

Roomate aku di Bintulu for a week

Well, FINALly, we didn't clinched the Champion award, neither in Badminton nor the contingent overall. Badminton sucks cos the Team Manager, En. Lot, Awang Conman si convenor dan Goh Foochow sux to manage the whole team.

Masa ni lawan Team C. Gambar Pre = Happy. Tapi post game, aku dah down dah...huhuhu

"Biasalah, game memang camtu.." Cakap Lot bila aku approach dia, kenapa for the whole 4 games kat KK, aku tak diberi peluang main a single game?
"Lot, don't you EVER talked to me like that, no such thing as game memang camtu..."
"Ala relax la. You akan main besok. Kita sure akan lawan dengan Grup M tu in the final..." (Aku pegang kata kata mamat tu)

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HIPOKRIT = MUNAFIK


Besoknya... 17 Jun, memang kami berjaya mengalahkan Grup C dan pergi ke Final. Ala...team dorang ni bukan kuat mana pun. As expected, memang betul sekali lagi, aku tidak dipilih mewakili team A. So aku approach balik Lot selaku Team Manager.

"I thought you promised to rotate all of us?"
"Well, it has been decided as such, tak boleh tukar dah."
"Yes, I noticed. Pelik jugak..."
"Kenapa?"
" In English, orang macam you ni digelar HIPOKRIT, tetapi dalam Islam, you digelar MUNAFIK, orang yang tak menepati janji. You didn't honour your words. Kecewa lah I"
" Sorry but game memang camni."
" Heh...Bullshit! You ingat I budak budak ke nak menipu? Mana ada konsep jual game? Mana ada game macam ni? U ingat I takde experience main pertandingan ke? Lagi besar dari ni pun ada la, Badan Berkanun, Mosti, even private sector. Sampai Singapore pun tak macam you guys punya crappy (nak guna perkataan f**king stupid, tapi heh. Kena cool banyak aku ni) management."
[...]

Aku blah dan terus ambik buku Jodi Piccoult. Malas lagi nak sokong team suka pilih ikut sukati ni. Ingat memula aku sokong tu oklah, tapi dah masuk kali ketiga, lawan team ayam kacang goreng pun, tak bagi aku, thats it la. Malas. Padahal aku komited tinggalkan kerja aku yang sangat pening dan gila busy di Kuching untuk ke Bintulu for centralised training.

Pelik aku, minah yang datang last minute, sekali je tu, boleh pulak dipilih. Habis aku ni, buat penat RO fight aku masuk Bornoe Games je, in the end, satu game pun tak main. Aku bukan macam Awang Conman, suka nak jenjalan freeloader. 2 orang staff Bintulu sana, pergi sekadar menjadi freeloader. Bukan main badminton pun! Hampeh tol.

Aku memang doakan team A (patut aku bangga dorang team aku, tapi TAK!) kalah dengan Grup M yang terdiri dari mamat yang muda dan hemsem. So, dengan open dan terbuka saja aku sokong grup sebelah sana masa Final. Bila Team Captain yang perkotak katikkan team members aku lain tu, atas soalan,
"Kenapa tak masukkan Chee dalam mana mana game?"
Team Captain tu jawab, " Boleh menang ka?"

As if. Haa...kan dah kalah dia. Padan muka dia. Hahahahaha....Macam kau terer sangat. (Nak je cakap dalam hati, alah, setakat team korang ni, kalau jumpa geng geng badminton SIRIM aku, heh, semua under 5 la...tak payah la nak masuk bakul angkat sendiri, berlagak jaguh). BENCI, ok? In the end, Team Badminton detached "aku" dapat second place. And I've ditched the prize giving ceremony atas prinsip dan falsafah aku. Aku terus naik bas nak balik. Bosan.

Atas bas tu, tak sangka pulak, Grup M naik dengan kami. Disebabkan sakatan aku terhadap seorang mamat ni, makanya, team grup M dan disokong oleh Mad dan Jais berjaya "menyatukan" aku dan Qaiyul sebagai matchmaker yang penyibuk. Malu besar aku!

DINNER BALIK KAMPUNG DI SUTERA HARBOUR

Shantek tak, hiasan ceiling itu? Aku terpana sekejap...berangan majlis kahwin camni..hoh?!

Grup ni gila gila tak hingat.

Kalau tak cam whore, tak sah bebudak Grup M ini...

Itulah Q!Aksi dia nak mengorat sambil disokong kuat oleh member member Grup M...

Oh! Iye ke...eh eh...tak herannya, kenapalah tak menjadik ngoratan awak yek?

Dinner closing pulak, Grup M panggil aku join dorang. Ha. Bagus. Team aku pun terdiri dari orang2 tua yang bosan, jadi dengan happynya aku blah (sebab aku dah sour) pergi meja dorang. Memang happening tak ingat.

Betul betul berjayalah networking kitorang malam tu!

Sebab... Heh. Bak kata En Abang, jangan sempitkan soal jodoh. Bukan hak kita nak tentukan sapa jodoh kita jadi buka peluang Anaz tu.

Sebab... Sebab Q mintak nombor aku, we exchanged business cards dan dia ajak aku keluar lepas dinner. Memang sweet ini orang! Sanggup dia berjalan dari le Meridien, datang Promenade, tunggu aku kat lobi and belanja minum kat depan hotel aku tu. Well, he's a LOT YOUNGER than me. Tapi well, what the heck? Kalau dah rezeki aku dapat dia, aku terima je sesiapa. Yang penting boleh memimpin dan tak huru hara. Terbalik pulak kang kapal bahtera. Tapi masih banyak lagi aku nak bagi soklan assessment.

And, yes. He knows my real age. And he was not even bothered, " Kamek selesa ngan kitak, yang penting kita kawan cam tok!" Itu jawapan dia. And yes. Dia caring dan baik budaknya. And err..dialah Budak Semenanjung yang dah lama duduk Kuching. Family dah pindah Perak, tapi dia masih bekerja di Bintulu. Tak sangka kan? Aku ingat mamat ni, Sarawakian!

Apa apahal pun. Aku tetap pegang, wamakaru wamakarallah. Wallahukhairul maakirin...

Sekian.

MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK NEGARA!

p/s:
Akibat cuaca yang tidak menentu dari Bintulu-KK-Kuching, aku kini sedang demam dengan teruknya. Tapi masih di ofis untuk aku prepare internal audit aku di Miri, Bintulu dan Sibu next week dari 22-25 June. Adoi! Sibuk tak aku? Tak lah..saja mengada ngada je!

Hopefully Boss aku approve induction aku di KL dari 7-28 July ni. Boleh aku lari lari anak jumpa En. Abangku. Uwaa...rindu bangat kat lelaki istimewaku itu!

+..Lemau..+

Penatla lepak KK macam ni.

Semalam dah penat menunggu. I've been waiting like a stupid paperweight in that stuffy and stinky multipurpose hall. For WHAT? Adoiiii boringnya. Elok balik hotel swimming dan pergi sauna lagi bagus.

This morning, my team was up against our main competitor but because of one wrong strategy, strategi menjual game, ha...habislah. Lagi lagi dengan team kuat bagi aku bukan nak bereksperimen lagi. Kita kena fikir nak menang patutnya. Apa apa jelah.

Yang paling best masa lawan competitor kali ni, sebab ada abang yang single dan hensem, lagi bijak bermain badminton. Yeah. Right. Aku saiko dia je lebih tadi. Kunun macam nak goyang dia je la. Heh. towards the end, semangat mamat tu lain macam pulak, as if aku bagi sokongan kat dia, padahal aku perli je tu. Masak aku dikenakan Mad, team aku dan team diorang nak matchkan aku dan dia. Pandey ngelakar Sarawak tek, tapi nya pun orang sinun, oghang Perak nun, macam kamek juak! Maklum dah diam di Sarawak tok, 6 tahun, bah!

Tadi aku dah pergi swimming amik 12 lap je. Pool tak besar, just nice la. Aku lebihkan freestyle because freestyle boleh kuatkan bahu dan tangan, disamping improve footing. Entah. Aku je pandey pandey. Habis swim, aku naik mandi dalam jacuzzi. Terus masuk sauna kering. Haa....heavennya. Lapar, tapi aku malas nak keluar. Kat KK ni panas menggigit.

Petang karang, disebabkan kami dah kalah pada team dari Bintulu tu, maka terpaksa lawan team dari Miri. Kena dan wajib menang untuk pergi FINAL.

Apa apahal aku update gambar karang la. Nak tidur jap.

+..Seminggu Aku diKL Sitok!..+

[Sempat makan di Sushi King, Selayang Mall ngan Piko. Aku masih dengan feveretku,
Kodomo Bento! Argh! Tak kesah gemuk...!]

Wah! Tak sangka dah Ahad dah! Macam baru je sampai dari seberang Laut China Selatan, dah nak pulang sinun balit petang tok!

KAWAN KAWAN TAKMO LAWAN

Aku tak jumpa kawan selain dari yang call aku dan carik aku je. Pergi SIRIM atas alasan nak amik payslip terakhir dan kebetulan jumpa balik geng geng lama, Aman, Alin yang dah bersalin anak keduanya, Azim Haris, KakWa, Kak Ct, Kak Nunen, Ogy dan Kakni yang baru balik Bali, AA exboss yang best di SIRIM. Jumpa balik Pozan yang baru baik dari lelah tapi masih kepingin nak ajak aku ambik lesen scuba diving di Redang. Jumpa Fidi bekas bassist Seven Collar Tshirt yang masih aktif cipta lagu dan cerita hal hal masa kami satu band dulu. Jumpa Mak Tan, main badminton dengan Abang Mi. Ngelakar Sawak ngan Pat tapi nya madah laju gilak sama aku. Hehehe...

SEMPAT SPLURGING LAGI

Aku juga hanya sempat pergi ke OU dan Ikea asbab nak cari benda. En. Abang dah approved benda yang aku nak beli (boleh tak reimburse jeans yang RM10 x 2 itu?) Cuma nak pergi KL sia petang semalam jak aku sik sempat asbab satu kemalangan kecil yang berlaku semalam, Jun 7 lepas balik dari Selayang Mall.

KEMALANGAN: SATU UJIAN KESABARAN AKU

Hmm, innalillahiwaiina ilaihi rojiunn...

Entah kenapa, aku yang dah lama cool, macam meletup pulak bagai lahar gunung berapi semalam. Astaghfirullahala'zim. Sampai termenung je aku fikir balik, kenapa aku boleh invoke api kemarahan melampau? Sampai aku letih dan lembik, seolah olah habis hilang tenaga aku dek kerana mamat yang melanggar aku tu.

Mana taknya, aku dah elok elok di lane nak masuk ke kanan tu, sebab hijau maka aku drive la as usual, dari 0 - 50kmj. Entah cemana ada seorang mamat Kelate ni, bawak Kenari CBK**40 kepunyaan adik dia, dok cilok macam dia bawak moto kapcai, last minute di sebelah kiri aku.

Gedebang! Dia langgar side mirror aku. Lepas tu, dengar pulak sreet sreet sreet kat belakang. Tak lama kemudian, dengar bunyi hon bertalu talu dari sebuah Camry lama warna emas coklat di belakang, sebab Kenari tu, dah halang jalan dia, dan hampir dilanggar. Lantas, dari hijau lane aku terus merah dan aku berhenti tak sampai hujung lane tu.

Peh! Memang syaitan suka benar orang marah ni kan? Entah kenapa semangat dorman aku yang selama ini aku nak simpan selamanya, terkeluar macam Naga yang baru dibangunkan dari tidur yang lena. Aku keluar dari kereta aku dan terus tengok ke arah tempat yang dilanggar sambil menggenggam penumbuk di kedua dua tangan. Entah jiwa mana yang meresap keluar agaknya, aku tanya mamat tu dari luar kereta aku. Mula mula aku tanya pakai bahasa isyarat, sebab dia tak keluar kereta. Aku dah hangin dah. Sebab tak ada daya langsung dia nak keluar mintak maaf ke apa. Cekak pinggang, mata dah makin besar. Terasa urat urat di badan mengembang satu macam. Ala macam sapa tu, Hulk Hogan la aku rasa!

Last last dia keluar jugak asbab aku berdiri di tengah tengah lane, as if I won't budge an mm even.

Aku jerit, "Apesal kau langgar aku haaaa!!".
"Saya nak ke kanan tadi..."
"Aku tahu kau nak ke kanan, sebab tulah kau langgar aku! Aku tahu kau nak potong lane, dok cilok aku kan?!!"

Masa ni, tangan aku dah hilang arah tujuan. Tapi masih dalam keadaan penumbuk.

"Dah lah tu, kita bincang kat tepi je, masuk la dalam kereta!" Dia jerit dari jauh.
"Alah! Lambat lagi nak hijau...Meh sini aku tengok roadtax kau!"
So aku tengok masih hidup dan aku hafal pletnya. Takut dia lari. Sempat aku tengok bini dia yang mengandung duduk diam diam dalam kereta. Mungkin baru 4-5 bulan.

"Adik, amik kamera kaknaz dalam beg. Nak amik gambar ni."
Aku belok masuk ke simpang FRIM dan berhenti diikuti Kenari tadi. Mamat yang bawak tu, tinggi sikit dari aku. Hitam manis, kurus. Pelat Kelate.

"Apehal kau bawak bini mengandung pun nak memandu macam tu?!"
"Janganlah marah marah kak! Ni pun ok ni saya berhenti jugak, bukannya saya nak lari..." Ok. Aku dah sejuk sikit. Aku terus snap gambar kereta dia guna kamera fon. Dan yang selebihnya, guna kamera Pentax aku.

"Macammana cerita ni?"
Mamat tadi tengok kereta aku. I don't even bother tanya kereta dia, atau bini dia dah nak terbersalin asbab laki dia bawak macam orang hilang akal.

"Ha...nasib baik tak makan dalam, tak kemek. Alhamdulillah...ni polish je boleh hilang ni kak... Akak hantar polish lepas tu, panggil saya, saya bayar."
" Hmm...ok. Berapa nombor telefon awak ni?"
Dia bagi dan aku cuba dial nombor tu. Depan mata aku, fon tu bunyi.

"Awak nak pergi mana ni tergesa gesa?"
"Saya nak balik rumah kat Taman ***** je"
"Laa...saya duduk kat ________je awak kat lorong mana?"
"Lorong ______ dekat klinik tu."
"Hmm...dekatlah tu. Oklah, nanti saya tengok dulu macammana, lepas ni kita contact lagi lah."
"Ok."

ALHAMDULILLAH! SEGALA PUJI HANYA BAGI ALLAH

Jadi puaslah aku ambik gambar.

First time Piko mengalami kemalangan kereta camtu. Kasihan dia. Adrenaline rush aku masih di tahap lebih tinggi dari paras normal. Aku balik rumah, cakap pada Abah yang on the way nak ke surau. Mama suruh aku carik Ah Seng Gemuk. Tanya dia macam mana nak settle kereta ni.

Nasib baik rumah Ah Seng tu dekat bengkel dia. Dia kata, memang boleh polish je. Tak perlu ketuk dan cat balik sebab tak makan dalam dan tak kemek. Alhamdulillah. Baru terbit syukur di mulut aku. Alhamdulillah, baru tersedar aku, yang aku dan Piko tak apa apa. Masih selamat in one piece. Alhamdulillah, Ah Seng ada kat rumah dan boleh tengokkan kereta tu macam mana. Ah Seng kata, sebelah je boleh polish dalam RM100. Kalau full body RM200. Cat satu body RM400.

So lepas abah balik surau tu, kami keluar balik untuk lawat Aunty Zenon yang baru discharged dari DSH. Sambil lalu lorong rumah mamat yang bernama Fir itu. Bila dah pastikan itu rumah dia (siap tanya mak bapak dia, betulke Fir duduk situ, macam polis pulak!). Jadinya abah terus buat appointment nak jumpa dia hari Ahad, bincang elok elok. Sebabnya, mamat ni, kerja kontrak dan baru berhenti. Dah nak balik Pahang pulak. Seeloknya, abah nak Fir bayar dulu senang. Fir setuju dan terus bayar RM100 kat abah (sebab tu sebenarnya kereta abah) Alhamdulillah dah selesai semuanya.

Tapi kan, aku masih rasa lesu asbab kejadian ni. Malam tadi masa di Jasima, aku tak makan pun pizza dia yang sedap tu hatta karipap lazatnya. Aku hanya diam dan minum Milo Suam je. Mama dan abah puas suruh aku order apa apa. Tapi selera aku hilang. Nenek pun tak berjaya buat aku makan, aku cuma minum teh o di rumahnya.

Aku frust sebab aku gagal ujian kesabaran jalan raya aku. Aku frust sebab aku keluarkan tenaga yang melampau secara sia sia. Aku frust sebab bila aku nak solat, Allah tak izinkan lagi. Jadi aku lembik dan penat gila malam tadi. Masa tengok cerita Battousai tu, siap boleh tertidur di tengah jalan. Tenaga aku macam keluar terus dan susah nak fully recharge balik. Ya Allah. Ampunkan dosa dosa aku Ya Allah. Ampunkan juga dosa orang yang melanggar aku tu Ya Allah. Semoga dia dimurahkan rezeki dan dipenuhi hidayahMu. Semoga Kau permudahkan perjalanan Fir dan isterinya Ya Allah...

SELESAI SEMINGGU!

Aduhai.

Cepat benar seminggu aku kan?

Cuti pun tak macam cuti sebab banyak perkara berlaku yang memerlukan aku bertindak dalam keadaan remote dengan ofis di Kuching. Selalu kena bukak sistem dan email. Selalu dihubungi customers aku walau mereka tahu, aku sedang bercuti. Huwaaaa~@! Aku nak nangislah. Tak sempat jumpa ramai lagi sahabat dan kawan kawan!

Yang paling best ialah aku dapat jumpa family aku. The ones I miss the most! Alhamdulillah. Takkanlah, aku tak bersyukur lagi? Bukannya aku ni koma atas katil dan tak dapat melihat, merasa, menghidu, menyentuh, berjalan, berdiri dan berlari?

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, kerana mengizinkan aku berjumpa dengan kedua orangtuaku, sekalipun pelbagai ujian dan cabaran Kau beri padaku dalam seminggu ini, Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah syukur! Semoga Allah panjangkan umurku untuk aku kembali ke pangkuan famili aku. InsyaAllah...

Lepas ni, aku terus fly ke Btw dan KK. Doakan aku sihat walafiat dan sukses sepanjang Borneo Games aku diKK nanti, ok!

Tak sesia, kan!

Hmm..

Memang tak sesia badan sakit2 hari ni, mcm nak demam dan hingus cam air sungai.

1. Most of my friends datang beraya dari jam 12 tgh hari - 1030 malam

2. Tak sesia aku masak spagheti sup sbb ramai gak anak2 member dtg

3. Bagi dorang makan aiskrim yg Aizan n Lan bawak...habes dua2 kotak dat day itself! Murahkan rezeki Aizan n Lan, aminnn :) <---ni dalam maknanya nih

4. Member yg jarang jumpa cam Hezleen bwk Ireeni n Hubby (tatau betul tak eja), datang wo! Rasa teruja cam reunion mini Tekad.

Sbb:
Hehehe banyak info aku dapat dari member2 yg mai open house gua...info antu, keje, rumah for sale, gado2 di opis, ceta politik, ceta life member2 aku, main ngan anak2 dorang, cuddle-cuddle babies! ceta gosip artis laa, uhuhhuuu tak sesia la aku dok melepak ngan dorang! aku dpt tahu, cemana geng tekad leh tahu aku ni ex awek Amir? blabla...etc..Best giler sbb dah lama tak bersosial seperti itu! Uhuhu terharu la pada semua yg telah sudi menghadirkan diri dengan menu yg ala kad aje tuh!

dan yg last:

5. Tak sesia aku penat2 dari pagi pun, layan tetamu, then lepas cuci pinggan and mengemas, boleh tengok Channel 811 lagi ngan Ayahanda. Lee Chong Wei Juara Super Series di France. Selain tengok skil dia yg uhuhuhu buat terkehel bahu dan lutut aku, aku kagum dgn relationship dia n Misbun Sidek! Beb - racism is so overrr (dgn syarat depa tak dengki kat kita cam Suren tu buat kat aku lah kan!). Thats why aku invite Loo n Kelly, Sharon, Tan, Patricia n Prema...

Sekian.

Majulah perkembangan budaya dan minda untuk kecemerlangan negara!
(budaya = maksud aku civilisation)

Ta! Nak tido...
Besok ada training badminton, kena buat latihan menaikkan lagi stamina...
Mampos den! Asek makan je keje...

+..Fenat Level Babun..+

I was participating in the co's tennis tournament representing Yellow House (ugh!) on Saturday. No reserved player..I played straight 3 matches in a soaring Saturday heat! Instead of being the most lubuk team, we managed to get 3rd. Oklaa...cos I left Tennis 11,000 years ago.

I also participated in paintball on Sunday, representing the same house at Xtion Paintball Park, Bukit Jalil. I was the team captain, as I was the only one with paintball experience. Imagine having to lead 4 guys and another gal,and planning on how best to defeat the other houses. Bear in mind there were also experienced players in other teams as well!! We had a break around 1 ish til 3ish in the afternoon for a crucial battle to determine the champion as it was raining cats & dogs.

We already lost in First Battle for a tad too late to bring the flag to our hilly base. We won 2nd Battle tho, and was waiting to be determined whether we would win second or third placing. My bottle sniper was a bit depressed as he thought he was the one responsible to our lost in first battle. It was *mine* as I didn't asked him to shoot 2 bottles instead of one. We need two bottles down to retrieve the flags (in that cross fires). Lesson learned then.

The verdict?

We got 2nd placing as we lost one battle. We were against a much experienced team (Blue) for our last battle. Since I got this instinct that we might have the disadvantage of a new battle field, I did my spying. I even dreamed of battling in that new place while we were having that break. I know I must sacrifice my vulnerable female body to endure the pellets. So I chose to be the sniper to shoot the opponent's flag runner. Yeah, baby...I got hit twice but not before I successfully hit their flag man. Hahahha...cos he can't see me as I was crawling behind the bunker. I was wet with mud! It was a close call, we don't even know who won until about 5 minutes later. Our team's strategy worked! Maintain the same strategy even if we were in different field...but without the team's whole idea and cooperation...it won't work!

The whole Yellow Team was elated with joy! We hit Awan Besar R&R for a good late lunch Nasi Ayam Kampung! Yummy yumm yumm especially when we won the last game! Schweet!

Meanwhile today, I took a day's leave Doc gave me an MC as I was having all the muscle aches in the world plus my incessant coughing. Having to lepak at home doesn't mean resting so I helped mama to run errand. I went to the market, bought some yummy durians (lemak berkrim), re-filled that 20sen per litre RO water, went to pay the Cukai Pintu & Indah Water bills, fetched Piko & Deeba, sent Swiffy for double polish at OU, watched Harry Potter with the two imbeciles, did some shopping (oohh I lurve my Superman's fiery S logo t-shirt, all 4 belts and Boe's RM5 gift box <- cheapskate moi) and picked up Mama's repaired leather pumps. Finally after watching Manjalara most confusing episode and having dinner, I did some photo editing to be burned and send for printing.

Uhuhuhu...dangg tired lar..
MC wasted...

+..Teruja!..+

Singapore, here I come!

I've been dreaming of playing against the Singaporeans in their home ground since March. Tawon lepas, diorang datang and mmg komfem kena belasah ngan team kami. Tapi yg paling best walaupun tak menang hadiah, tapi sweet victory la jugak. Aku dijadualkan ke sana on June 8-10. Uhuhu nak kena kontek Nurlin ni...bleh rewang-rewang Singapore!! Yay! Lama giler tak pi sana sejak move out dari JB.

Aku baru lepas friendly game ngan customer aku dari Ipoh semalam. Kitorang dah kalah 0-2 mula-mula. Team harapan kalah sbb katanya lah, shuttlecock Vanguard (first time dengar, ni customer beli, salu guna RSL) tu, macam laju, tapi bila nak pukul je timing salah sbb dia slow sikit. Ceh! Aku main ngan Kama ok je...alasan lah tu, sbb tak training ngan partner hari tu. Sapa suruh, kan? Jgn mimpilah nak menang ok kalau dah tak training kan?

Food pagi mmg light untuk dorang warm-up session. Tgh hari, taktik keji aku ialah dgn menghidangkan makanan yg lazat-lazat seperti tomyam udang + ketam + sotong, butter prawn, sayur campo n rambutan. Hehehe cholestrol laden food...kuikuikui. Snonye, ikut aku punya tekakla kan..Dah aku yg organised. Tgh hari lepas zohor tu, badan aku pun rasa berat hahahah...start game, walaupun ada 4 court, tapi guna satu je. Sbb dorang nak entertainment. Nak tengok cemana kami lawan. Dorang siap bwk videocam lagih. Jason Wee yg comel tu, agaknya aku kowek idong pun nak capture kot? Rimas plak aku tengok.

Then bila dah down 0-2, Cik K boroi n Cik Mim Bollywood main dengan bersungguh-sungguh. If memula aku sokong customer, tapi sekang aku sokong opis akulah pulak kan? Aku kalau bg motivasi mmg lantang...biapun masa tu jadik lines gal muahahah...patut kena kad merah je aku ni, buang padang hahahah.

"C'mon More Points! More Points! YES!!! Macam tulahhh..!!"
Tapi, aku tak bias (buat ala-ala iklan astromax). If bola out, mmg tgn aku mendepang...Pastu menang 1-2. Aku ckp thank you kat both guys pasal menang. Tak la malu ngan customer. (lagipon dorang ni biasa main competition). Ni kes "pancing" la ni. Kasi dorang menang dulu. Kang kitorang "away" kang, bawak team ranking, hehehe...evil evil.

Tiba time aku plak main mix, Kama dok train aku how to play drive and tap. Mmg la susah sbb dah lama gile aku tak main dengan serius. Asek main-main gelak je. Masa tgh tiptop dulu, takde plak nak compete..masa nak compete jadik hampeh.

Aku dah seram ngan Si Sega tu sbb dia suke tembak dgn kepantasan yg membenjolkan dahi. Lucky dah ditrain main drive n tap. Minah Mgr tu up je, aku tap..so tak sempatla si Sega nak tembak...uhuhuh seram woo! Mau pening seminggu kena tembak kat dahi. Sweet victory sbb straight set n berjaya buat score dorang under 10...main point 21. mmg laju jelah. Mcm tak puas plak lawan. Kat sini kami biasa main 15. konon lagi puas...

So, Sesi friendly game semalam snonye sesi training aku n Kama. Bagus jugaklah ada friendly game ni. takdelah main ngan org yg samaaaa je. Predictable sbb dah tahu corak game dorang. Uhuhu...insyaAllah nak up kan lagi stamina...kena keep on jogging, then running mcm Capt. Zabil (down from 110 kg to 70 something je sekang). Peh tu mana ada peluang swimming, kena buat non-stop. Tak bleh menyantai di tepi kolam cam dulu (sbb oksigen tak cukup hahaha).

Haih..teruja betul!

+..Auto-reduced Volume..+

It was clocking 7 ish pm.

I just finished my badminton training; gym first then the "intensive" training. Usually, I will go to the gym by 530pm, and finish the training around 7ish. So called "maghrib" hours. The Dawn (DUSK ACTUALLY - I always confuse with these words, dusk/ dawn- KAKIKUTUK yg aku kenal tu dok kutuk n cakap aku bodo..eheheh et least ko baca gak blog aku ni, kan? lalallalala. May AlLah repay your *kindness* yek!). The Birds Fly back to their nests time. The "Kids! Come back home and shut the doors/ windows behind you!" time. My grandparents always asked me to do this when I was a kid. Shut all the windows and doors during Maghrib.

As I was driving home and winding down the windows, I turned on the music to please my ears - especially when I was in the cool-down mood after sports (err volume 25 is pleasant to me), I usually sing along with the choice of music I listened to.Then suddenly, the music became barely audible. Upon only hearing my voice, I peeked at the player, the volume went down and down to a near 6 or 5, automatically so. I was perplexed. Does this happen sometimes to you? Probably because of the vibration caused by my style of driving, which in turn reducing the volume? (Which at that time was not my usual fast & furious, just relax driving style). You see the original Kelisa's player is the jog-kinda volume control. This round lil thing goes louder to the right, and slows down to its left. Not the push up/down kinda buttons.

I turned it louder cos I was after all enjoying the music (well it potong (Cik KakiKutuk, nape ko tak kutuk aku guna bahasa pasar lagi bahasa rojak, kahkahkah ptuiiii..!) my singing steam that time). The volume will then, in a minute or two reduced in auto, again!. All in front of my very eyes...25, 24, 23, 22, 21, 20 -----5..That, ladies and gents, was preposterous! I saw it happened, shut it down, and ignored the whole thing...

"Stupid, lousy, cheapskate Obit's player!" I thought, and was contemplating on upgrading to a better player (which can play the iPod as well...)

Until...

The same thing happened again a week or two later!If its not the volume, my CD will suddenly went "BAD DISC", to a brand new CD. ESPECIALLY around 7 ish...But this time, I was driving a Myvi. Not Obit! To my horror, I understood n I realized.Usually this happened after my sports hour...7ish pm. Nearing Maghrib. AND this happened at the famous Shah Alam Mosque's roundabout! Exact time and location!! It also happened to me at different locations, but usually when it’s nearing the Azan, especially Maghrib!!Uhuhuh...spookieee...~@!

I guess a Qiran is always by my side. Trying to teach me and make me realize (and respect) Azan. Not just that, there were other things too!!.. But let's talk about it later, ha?

P/s: The "BAD DISC" cd was played again recently in the morning while driving to the office. It works well, no jitters at all! And FYI: the CD was brand new and not the pirated nor the burnt ones!!

+..On Freestyle & Viva?..+

I can finally do the correct freestyled swimming, for a full to & fro Olympic size pool!
Woohooo!! Yeehoo!!...

Sounded lame, doesn't it?
Yeah, I know.

But I've been trying in vain to get the rhythm and the "right" way even though my Lou Sher already taught her best to us (well maybe some of us). All the necessary tips and all..after all these years..."Remember, practise makes perfect" Uhuhu...and how I was so "rajin" to swim, huh?

Thru perseverence (while swimming, you accidentally drank the heavy chlorinated water thru your mouth and nose), thru observation "Wah! Look at that gal, how come she's so consistent? "(of not stopping to take a breather?) and thru swallowing the critics from my friends...

I finally got my own swimming rhythm yesterday. Perhaps of the good mood? No big worries? No heavy debts (I love to watch the show "Till Debt Do us Part" on Channel 77) <--Azam DID play his role to influence my spending habit. Yeah. I'm surviving.

Oh yeah! Did you know that I was thinking of buying that Viva? Its a slimmer version of Myvi. I did my own Internet research thru forums, blogs and their own webby. I found out that eventho its a good, safer car (than Kelisa + Kancil)...but its totally, totally mindblowingly EXPENSIVE!!! For a premium 1.0 Exi, I (if I ever decided to buy it) need to part with a farking RM44K!!!

Shite! Damn Expensive! I tried to compare it with a Myvi Premium, specs to specs. For an additional RM5K, I think, Myvi still a better car. A K-Car for RM44K? Nah...I pass. To satisfy my lust of power, design and safety features [and all that girly extras like vanity mirror at the driver's sunshade, extra compartments, height adjustable seat (for pendex gal like moi), retractable side mirrors with signals, ABS (+EBD), DVVT, DOHC, 14" tyres (means extra petrol), foldable backseats for extra luggages, with spoiler for that sporty look], I think my Obit is A-OK!! Woohoo Obit Rocks cos even though it was not equipped with an MP3 player like some imported cars, but hey! It does NOW with a lil trick I did!! I lurrrrveeee my Obit! Muahs Obit!!

So I've asked the so called salesman (with his panda eyes, looking like a hangover),
[I drove a Myvi there. So he cannot bluff an ordinary looking gal like moi on *any* Perodua cars. I've tested and driven Kancil (old n new), Kelisa, Kembara (oh yeh this is a 4by4 ehehe), Kenari n Myvi). I meant I *really* tested e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. Especially performance wise...hehehehe...

"So I guess Viva has EBD while Myvi doesn't. Right?"
" No Viva only has ABS. What is EBD btw?"
"Huh? You DON'T KNOW what EBD is?"
"Its ABS, right?"
"Technically, no. ABS stands for Anti-Lock Braking System, but EBD means Electronic Brakeforce Distribution." <-------I was so frustrated this man doesn't even know shite what he's selling!! Further, these jargons were widely used man! DUHHH!!!
"Kalau macam tu, EBD tu kan ke ABS?"
[ This question is crucial to determine Viva's bombing pricing as compared to Myvi]

[please click here to read more about ABS/ EBD --> The Safety-->Click on the most bottom arrow]

I ignored him...such a waste of good aura talking things that he could not even digest!
And he dared calling himself a Perodua salesman? heee malu weiii~@!
Aku yg pompuan ni lagi terer technical...

No satisfaction in Viva window-shopping. Stoopid Salesman + No test Drive but I walked out smiling nonetheless. Cos I don't have a solid reason to spent another 5-7 years on car debts. I can save lotsa moolah! Plus, since Ms. Comey n Ms.Esdee already bought a superlink double storey home at Section 7 and Putra Perdana respectively, its a motivation for moi to get one too!! As a libertie independent woman, I ought to have one without relying on another gender to buy it for moi (aka spouse, if this EVER transpires). Yes!!! Go Go Moi!

.:Running here and there:.

Wah lau weh!

I'm damn knackered and feel like going back home and sleep. Just got back from buying gas canisters for my camping trip and lantern's thingy, borrowed my uncle's stoves and buying the rations. wah! how good to just sleep right now.

Yesterday i played hard. Shidi and I against Shida and Sawi. We led by 9 to none but later succumbed to 13-15. Probably i need to start swimming again for my stamina. Looks like i'm not that young...bah!

Badan sakit...lutut bengkak and luka because i fell and energy drowning. Tonight we'll be off for the trip. No footie. No TV. k.n.a.c.k.e.r.e.d b.i.g.t.i.m.e

.:Fear Factor Busted!:.

Yesterday was another personal achievement for me. I've eliminated my most feared factor of drowning in water. I used to drowned when I was a kid. Til then, I avoided pools and rivers and seas.

But hey! My swimming lessons did pay off. Finally I did my water confidence under my laverlay *lou-sher's* supervision. Well, we floated and we swam, eventhough at first I was a bit reluctant to let my hand off from the wall.

Swimming and breathing techniques were what counted for a good swimmer. I did a few laps and panted half-way first before I finally regained my full confidence. Yay me! It felt good to finally eliminated that fear. It felt good to swim a good 10-feet-height pool, compared to the open 5-feet-pool previously.

Today, all 11 of us will be tested by lou-sher. Can't wait to proceed to my next intermediate and advance levels for free-style, butterfly and back stroke.

If only my lovelife can be as fulfilling as my swimming lessons, wouldn't it be good? Well, what I meant, as smooth sailing as my swimming lessons, it would be a lifetime achievement indeed...

Note to self:
U won't sink in the water if you keep some breath, breathe in your mouth and breathe out tru your nose. Ha ha.

.:My Cuz' wedding:.

Wah am still too tired from my cuz, Arin's wedding in Malacca. I didn't do much really, just snapped some photos, sibuk-sibukkan (busied) myself and just mingled with *The Extended Nuclear Family*. Yeah. I have *huge* family. I think we have imported the Penchala clan quite a lot to M'cca. everything from A-z (except cooking because The So-called Cook - only knew how to cook in the big wok, and not even slicing the onions and blend the recipe, bah~@!)

Well anyho surprisingly, none among my *extended nuclear family* even bothered to ask me The Most Uncomfortable Question. The usual, "when will your turn?" Hahaha am so happy that not even a single soul bothered. I just made my usual poker face. The stoney kinda look, you know, don't even bother me look.

To Arin and Azwar, congratulations on your union as husband and wife. May you two be blessed with happiness, rezeki and loads of cute kids, insyaAllah aminnn...I promise to upload your candid photos in fotopages later. InsyaAllah. Ahahaha bestnyer!

p/s:
I practised my swimming lesson at Riviera Bay Resort. Hmmm it was a good practise indeed as i gain more confidence in water. Can't wait to learn to surface like turtle head next Tuesday yippee~@!

.::The Breast Stroke::.

uhuh!

~how come this breast stroke was a bit hard to learn huh? my leg looked like that ugly toadie kinda kick. Well anyho, I'm still learning, ok and is hoping that my thighs will look slimmer and more *toned* ehehe. And err...6-pack tummy and firmer upper arms...

But, not too far from getting inside Obit, my legs gave way to cramps..ouch! I was too excited to jump in the pool that I forgot to warm up the basics deng! It hurt like hell ok? uwaaa~@!

On other note, Mama, Abah n Piko are already here whoohhoo~@! Yay~@! The whole big family is here again. All of us will go to Melaka on Saturday and Sunday for Arin's wedding galore. I will try to answer that same repetitious popular to the singleton's questions with my own creativity. Obit needs to go to his medical check up tomorrow after I send Dilot to Glenmarie. What else yeak?

::bad back::

I was on another badminton tournament last Saturday. Thanks to repetitious and active lifestyle (poyos je lebih), my long time injury has became worse! Yup. the same-o urat belikat berlari2 anak.

Maybe I played too hard, as losing sucks! ehehe...a kiasu I am. Maybe badminton is the *only* thing that could keep my mind off things. Thing which I can have control of. heh! i won what! That was not too bad compared to having your body massaged all over! Fuh! Sakit wooo kena urut especially when you were being kidnapped late at night, climb 7 flight up the stairs and end up half naked to be massaged by a makcik at 12 ish at night! huehue neway, thanks Vidz for introducing me to Umi.

Lately been very busy with lotsa events, both internally and externally. can't wait for my long awaited holi- holiday! whohooo~@! Miss mama, abah and Piko. Miss lepaking at KK home with breezy air and tranquil surrounding. Last Friday nite, I missed Oza's bday bash at OU. Whattodo lah~@! But luckily she was wayyyyy happy (sampai ke telinga org kate). The tekadmons and IEP guys are there...just click on here for more.

hmm..nothing to update except I'm losing appetite. Dunno what to eat...nilah time utk berposa~@!

::sports, and more sports::

::sports, and more sports::

yippidee~@!

My weekends will be filled with lotsa sports event. Already started my bowling tournament on July 30, then badminton on July 31. Both of which, our team won second and first place. My team for SQASI are called Leopard. Don't ask me why they named it as such, maybe because of its agility and speed? who knows? and why bother?

Another weekend is coming up for MOSTI Integration sports. This time, i'll be concentrating on badminton. Then, concurrent with SQASI Sports Month, there'll be an office inter-dept sports organised by PEKASA for another badminton feat. ehehhe...So besides badminton and bowling, i also played netball. during my younger days (ecewah camla dah tua ekkk?) i was so used to being a centre. then i changed my position to a shooter...now, i think i just want to be placed at D area i.e. at the goal post.

The most interesting sports must be the MOSTI ones. A chance to cuci mata and perhaps, more friends to find *wink* lalalala (20 sen). must be reallll-y interesting sports event for moi.

Ciou friends! wish me luck, ya (for cuci mata har har har)

.::missing you::.

huehue...today is totally sangap day ler. nearly everybody gone vacationing prior to school holidays. nasib baik i went for a marketing visit to MRCB...jumpa top gun dia beb ~ lady boss! mmg at first a bit tensed la sbb bebudak MRCB lain manager2 dia sumer tensed semacam jer. aku pun takut gak nak buat silap. but then after a while (stutter, tersalah ckp), it went well...sbb aku explain why we do this and that...and what the company needs to do. after being banged with loads of *good questions* by the lady boss (wic remind me of someone dear :) ehhee ) i can say she has cooled down and relaxed. yelah, ckp je terus terang ngan derang nih, takyah la menipu, sbb derang lagi terer like,

"does your company being recognised overseas?"
"well, to tell you the truth, if in SEA, we're confident that we're equally strong, but in the EU market, we're just like little fish"
"but we do have our marks all over the world, in China, Korea, Thai, even UAE for their fire doors and electrical items"

nampak la dia senyum...
pastuh kan...the Lady Boss tuang air and hidang kuih kat kitoranggg...waduhhh malu bangettt nih! senget pale aku kat kama sbb he let the GM do the work...segan thp cipan aku! luckily aku bawak ole2 dari ofis...ala, bagi poster free...itu je la yg mampu...nak banje makan kang bribery plaks...so, insyaAllah ada rezeki kat situ, adalah...

maklomla org cam dia ske test IQ/ EQ orang...so better aku ckp yg fact, kan? takyah la goreng..
hahahha...~@! dok head on tanya pasal accreditation sumer, bape CB ada kat Mesia, whether gomen control ke tak...so InsyaAllah based on my knowledge and experience, aku harap tak offend dia and the answers are satisfactorily. *whoohh* hopefully la.

BTW, just heard bad news from Bear. his car just had an accident. mcm domino kinda accident. kesian Bear. hopefully his car will be alright (after extensive body repairs).

Wong dah fly to US...all the best for her lah...maybe going to US will open up her mind on things.

Meanwhile my mama, baba and Pika dah kat Penang...miss all of them dah. tak puas nak manja-manja. After Penang they will go straight back to KK. huehue..tak best betul duduk jauh banget dari mama ni. nak balik kg kena naik belon baru sampai. nak naik perahu alamat bulan depan baru nampak shore ahahhaha...but at least Dilot will join the pod, besides Effi and Taro of course. Nampak gaya dah kena rancang nak masak apa hari-hari. best sket masak tok ramai org nih..

hari ni sambung balik xtvt badminton... badan dah rasa berat semacam sbb last week langsung sangap sbb kana utamakan keluarga ehehhe...bagi canlaa..then i might be joining Opis-NPC for our friendly game ngan S'pore counterpart. *fingers crescented*<---MengIslamkan ayat eheheh

.::post depression::.

just like a pill to soothe my headache, winning not one, but two badminton matches can at least boost some spirit~bah@! but i'm not proud of the winnings. nope.

we started the game around 5:15 p.m. with the pelitawanis women from TNB Kapar and they were surprisingly, around 40ish - 50ish of age. I dunno why suddenly, they reminded me of my mama. She still plays badminton and involved actively in sports such as bowling and badminton itself. huhue i think i miss mama *badly*.

Tan and I was chosen as the first double. I was a bit careful not to smash so hard, but instead we played it rather *easy playing* mode - more drops and the strokes are not that hard. schucks! i was thinking of playing with mama! waduh kalau KK tu leh naik keta, tak kisahlah 12 jam gua sanggup balik woooo...pakkal tiket flight mahal~@! if not every week i'll see her. Coach was mad at us for playing *main-main*. what to do? We expected their players to be err...tougher.

so..in our first game, it finished rather quick, less than 25 minutes...and i was not even sweating...Shida n her sis played second double, Norly and Shida Spek played third seed and due to lack of players, i have to play another round with Kak Fisa; which suited me fine. this second game lasted even faster. huehue..we only tricked them during our serves and loads of drop shots and base strokes. well, basically Kak Fisa from the ELIT team hit more balls then me. aku lepak je main makan angin.

.::Rumah Ilham::.

i miss pulling Azuan's leg, kacau-ing Kecik and Lan and *Raju* and the others. there, i treated them like my lil kid bros...Tonite they learned about prepositions; Naz, whom they called Kak Naz ( i was so perasan each time they called Kak Naz, it was me but it wasn't). Were thinking tru the class about calling me Kak Taichee muahahhaha~@!

yeap, a loner like me usually got attached to kids so easily. i was BTW, a bit sleepy so luckily can chat with Oza outside the room to wake me up. reached home by 11 as the pillows (4 of them, in fact) and my comfy comforter was calling to tug me in.

"Anaz, cepat balik...tido best nehhh..."

darn! i left The Client in my drawer at the office. stoopid me. i hate to start on another book, without finishing the first one. ~bah@! i guess, i'll be in the office tomorrow morning to pick up that book and straight to nenek's to cook for her. Huehue...i guess, i'll probably celebrate my burfday with my kazen mazen at nenek's. or, i can choose not to celebrate but instead, play dumb and the usual lazy anaz during the weekend ~lepak at home.

need my sleep now. at least the depression is wearing off. i want to dream nicely tonight. gimme a break, ok? mebbe this depression thingy related closely to my birthday eve? happy dreaming, people...

.::148::.

hmm not impressive enough..cos i used to make at least 180 fell last time...
but will try to minimise mistakes, aim for more strikes and at least make spares...unlike letting it open like 7 -8 pins..huh!!! but yep, i did a comeback after a miserable kick off training last Sunday with other Tekadmons.. huehue...

p/s: Loly, u made me worried when u first came with the bowling bags and own shoes...hehhee...nampak pro la beb!

~i feel good, yeahhh!!~
lalallalala (20 sen)

::victorious::

Lupa plak aku nak masukkan entry kemenangan badminton game ari Sabtu 16 /04. Asyik ngan masalah jiwa je...benda yg best2 aku tak masukkan...kang org accuse aku takde life...ahahah ala korang yg baca blog ni la..tinggalkan komen merepek...padan muke! aku dah disable kan comment..bia aku tulis takde respon pape...lagi bagos. aku buat blog bukan utk org tapi utk aku sendiri...

Hari Sabtu tuh, lepas bangun pagi cam nak gi keje...(padahal mlm tadi gi Rumah Ilham - jumpa bebudak yg buat aku gumbire- mlm balik jam 11), kol 745 am aku dah sampai Dewan. Fadzil dah sebok tipon tanya bawak tak net baru..ampes! malas aku nak jwb sbb dah dlm kaw. opes pon. Masa tu aku pakai baju sponsor, seluar sponsor dari opes lama and slipar je... act bodo2 mcm tak bermaya..psikologi je. bia musuh nampak aku tah pepe. lepas aku tukau mode player aku, ngan headband, wrist band and reket aku dari bag besau tuh...ehehe..nampak la dewang sedikit cuak plak..eheheh...bukan nak ek tapi nak psiko je..ehehhe! tapi masa time warm up, aku n shidah saje pukul bodo2...tak mau stroke giles...

Memula cuak jugak aku tengok bebudak pompuan Melcom ni. Badan bagak dan tough semacam. komfem power play nih...masa tuh jam dah clocked 8 ish...tapi mana org lain? Dr P, and Tan tak nampak batang hidung. Oh Yeh! Dr P tgh bagi speech utk opening Pekasa Open. adehh! giler koser...takkan aku n Shida main first seed? padahal salu aku pektis ngan Tan or Dr P...ah sudehhh partner bidan terjun!

So, aku met up ngan Melcom gals yg kitorang dah expect power...kamisah and rozita? tahla...memula sbb communication and partnering aku tak bape betol ngan shidah...so kitorang ketinggalan ler beberapa mata berbalas telur ayam. tapi aku tricked they all kat serving ngan base tinggi aku...mencanak gak si rozita tu kejar..return dia as aku dah jangka tak melepasi net. ehehheh...biasela pompan mana nyer penah power return back hand? lelebih lagi kalau dah bagi kat base and bola tinggi...kuikuikui teknik *e.v.i.L* hahahha! shidah punye drop pun bagos and smash dia pun power...tapi drop dia paling cantek la...sbb minah rozita tuh kesian dia sampai terslide amik bola...luka skets dia punye lutut. banyak gak trick aku dah prepare tapi tak menjadik seperti drop, smash and placing...tapi tak ape sbb dah MENANG!!!! 15-12, 15-10...mmg tough jugak la bukan kacang sangat...sbb si kamisah punye bola kuat beb! tuh sumer disbbkan eksperimen aku and shidah yg tak menjadik...budusss, kalau tak menang mudah..ada gaks aku terangin kat shidah sbb dia mcm main2...hek...aku kan kalau bleh nak perfek...tapi aku sendri pun memain ahahaha...giles koserssss...!!

tapi masa lawan nih psiko lain ler...penonton sume cam org giler...maki perli...boo and pendekkata macam2 adaaa....tapi aku senyum je lah...takkan ko nak marah spectators kot? buat dek je...muka seposen..yg penting fokus! pastuh main pakai otak skets...mana placing, mana drop, net, base..sumer mcm main chess gaks..cume main badminton ni mengkeluarkan peluh dan burn your fats...huehue...tapi aku menten camni...tak kurus pun sbb aku teramat suke makan...nak wat camne..Taurean...lalallala (20sen). whooops! dah terlalut pulekkk...

neway mlm nih ada bowling practise kat OU...hahahha! aku dah ready nak jadik top woman player...like hello! aku suka remain competitive la...smalam ada org kalah ngan aku terus majuk..hahaha...best best..! dia mmg sweet...sanggup layan 2 games kerana aku tak puas main. mlm nih aku try 130...padanlah monyok je muke dia ek? takpe *ko* terer benda lain aku tak jeles pon...spt terel riffing and drum, terel sputtering, terel chess, terel DIY, terel main bola...malah aku bangge...ehehhehe! lalallala hepi hepi joy joy....!! :D