.::post depression::.

just like a pill to soothe my headache, winning not one, but two badminton matches can at least boost some spirit~bah@! but i'm not proud of the winnings. nope.

we started the game around 5:15 p.m. with the pelitawanis women from TNB Kapar and they were surprisingly, around 40ish - 50ish of age. I dunno why suddenly, they reminded me of my mama. She still plays badminton and involved actively in sports such as bowling and badminton itself. huhue i think i miss mama *badly*.

Tan and I was chosen as the first double. I was a bit careful not to smash so hard, but instead we played it rather *easy playing* mode - more drops and the strokes are not that hard. schucks! i was thinking of playing with mama! waduh kalau KK tu leh naik keta, tak kisahlah 12 jam gua sanggup balik woooo...pakkal tiket flight mahal~@! if not every week i'll see her. Coach was mad at us for playing *main-main*. what to do? We expected their players to be err...tougher.

so..in our first game, it finished rather quick, less than 25 minutes...and i was not even sweating...Shida n her sis played second double, Norly and Shida Spek played third seed and due to lack of players, i have to play another round with Kak Fisa; which suited me fine. this second game lasted even faster. huehue..we only tricked them during our serves and loads of drop shots and base strokes. well, basically Kak Fisa from the ELIT team hit more balls then me. aku lepak je main makan angin.

.::Rumah Ilham::.

i miss pulling Azuan's leg, kacau-ing Kecik and Lan and *Raju* and the others. there, i treated them like my lil kid bros...Tonite they learned about prepositions; Naz, whom they called Kak Naz ( i was so perasan each time they called Kak Naz, it was me but it wasn't). Were thinking tru the class about calling me Kak Taichee muahahhaha~@!

yeap, a loner like me usually got attached to kids so easily. i was BTW, a bit sleepy so luckily can chat with Oza outside the room to wake me up. reached home by 11 as the pillows (4 of them, in fact) and my comfy comforter was calling to tug me in.

"Anaz, cepat balik...tido best nehhh..."

darn! i left The Client in my drawer at the office. stoopid me. i hate to start on another book, without finishing the first one. ~bah@! i guess, i'll be in the office tomorrow morning to pick up that book and straight to nenek's to cook for her. Huehue...i guess, i'll probably celebrate my burfday with my kazen mazen at nenek's. or, i can choose not to celebrate but instead, play dumb and the usual lazy anaz during the weekend ~lepak at home.

need my sleep now. at least the depression is wearing off. i want to dream nicely tonight. gimme a break, ok? mebbe this depression thingy related closely to my birthday eve? happy dreaming, people...