+..on anger and love..+

I was enraged with Leo two days ago. In fact it started with a simple case of miscommunication and a classic case of jealousy. Heh...i'm just being a woman. You know, especially when we are having that PMS thingy, everything seem so wrong... either it makes us sad, downright moody or mad. You click the wrong button, then Kaboom!!

On that uneventful day (or maybe i only see red everywhere) I've already made my point by texting Leo that I'll be handing him some KK goodies, as he was on leave. He sent his truck to a workshop and that the truck needed to be left there overnight.

"Do you want me to pick u up?"
"yes, why not.."
"then, lemme finish my meeting first, i'll call you once its over.."
"ok.."

Slightly after 3 pm, i've called him but my calls were directed to his voicemail..without fail for quite some time. My text to him can't be sent due to *Error*. Bah! How in the world I'm gonna contact him?

Then a few minutes to 5, I've succeeded in calling him.

"Oh! Nevermind, Zel already picked me up.."
"What?"
"Kecik ati tau! (i'm hurt). I've already made an appointment with u. I've been trying to call you in vain for hours!"
"I've been trying to call you in vain too!...I thought you were too busy?"
"With Zel, huh?"<---sounded so jealous
"nevermind, i just wanna go straight home then, I'll give this goodies to my staff"
"Sukati u lah...(up to you)"

Bah!!!!!!!!!!
You see, Zel is just his close female buddy, like my closest male friend, Kama. So what, right? But the fact that why the hell he can contact her, and she so happened to be nearby? Then I shut my phone off til the next morning.

I was in really bad mood the next morning and already calculated to call my *potential returning bfs* (ex bfs who can be dated again?) for a date. Har har. I took a day leave and text msg to Lee. He already agreed to meet up when suddenly, I've braced myself to call Leo(gut feelings tell me to call him)

"I'm on leave today.."
"Why?"
"nothing in particular..."
"I thought you will never call.."
"you are the one who didn't call me"
"I didn't call you because I was so angry.."
"You always mad at me..."
"Please think, why I asked Zel to pick me up instead of you? You were far away, and I couldn't call you up...even my texts can't go through...I don't want to make it hard for you..."
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.
. (Already Realising my PMS mood...a.k.a my jealousy and my mistake)
.
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"i wanna drop by your office and give the goodies to you..."
"i thought you already gave it away?"
"in a fit of anger, i told you that way..."
"i tot of asking you to come here too, have lunch with me?"
"okay...." (what do you expect?)
So we've kissed and made up. Both are happy monkeys again.

"Lee, I can't meet u today. Maybe next time.."
"I hope you're okay now..."
"err..yeah..Sorry..."

But i'm curious on how Leo knew of my wanting to move on without him the night when I turned my phone off. I thought hard that night...already listing all my *rejects*. Already cussing him tru and tru...and yet he knew. I guessed, when a man loves a woman...he has this instinct.

Well, I blame CELCOM for this. their service sucks lately and become unbearable for me who always depend on my cell to stay connected to my loved ones. And err...PMS too.

\m/
cheers!

MORAL OF THE STORY:

Guys are plain practical and simple. Women are more elaborate, and show their concerns more...

thats why Guys couldn't handle babies harharhar!