.:grey skies, or issit blasting red?:.

Sometimes I wonder why people keep on pestering and asking me to do things which contradict my own will? They will say all they want especially when they know how vulnerable one heart can be. They can use all sort of things, hide them and made up stories that sounded too good to be true.

Well Mister, I'm no longer that susceptible. I thank God for there is a wall that holds me together. I think with my head and dumped what my heart says. Its totally objective now. Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. You have to take care of *yourself* and not others. this is the time to be selfish when all else fails.

thats why i'm still holding my trump card behind my hand. just in case, you know. Bodoh-bodoh aku pun, ada sedikit pandai la..and please, any other words you put into my head and ears are considered null and void.

So, if all else fails...we'll see if i need to use that trump card or not?
We'll see this starting today - 25th of this month. If not, by hook or by crook...you know what will happen. There's no such fury like a woman's scorn.