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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

.::unproductive::.

hmm..aku tgh tension giler neh. u know when you are in a midst of millions of things to do, suddenly, there's a power failure in the office. great...just great! it started since yesterday afternoon til today. But at least we've been given the temporarily power supply by Tenaga, thing is, an announcement just a coupla hours ago asked us to shut down all computers, chargers and fans (as they shut down the main a/c). shucks! i'm in an unproductive state today. To add salt to the wound, server's still down and all sorta emails weren't be reaching me until god-knows-when. and even you can do your work without the needed electricity, you still need to print some things right? wrong..! As the LAN connection is zero now, i can still manage to save it first. huh!

lucky I was needed in a meeting at Putrajaya. So by noon, goodbye discomfortness, sweat and ngantukness... I will be going to have a good time (??) for a meeting. Eleh! ok apa? Dari tak buat nothing at all! argh! hate it..

Madam S (my boss) just handed me 8 items (2 proposal papers, seminars, corporate thingies, bla bla) to do, additional workload that i've to execute since Abg RY will be promoted as a manager, and will leave us. Funny thing is, I couldn't understand Madam S' behaviour. She said all the nasty things behind my ass and yet when I saw her this a.m. she was all that sugary and cream! yeah! she just want to frame me for things, right? That I couldn't deliver? I'll prove her otherwise, alright.

But then again, what I'm doing will be the least bit appreciated cos she only have one guy at this moment - the pet staff. you remember do you? that Mr Kaplam that i wrote about (maybe some time last year) will be immediately promoted to replace Abg RY. fKUC! and why don't Madam s give all these shits to him? He is actually dozzing off at his cubicle now (I can peek from my workstation, and sometime made a few calls to wake him up)...he's only strong points is *talk* . mana ada Mr Kaplam tu wat kije? tah hape dia mandrem Mdam S pun aku tatau...FKUC! nak je aku snap shot kandid, buat something then hantar kat semua org...org Melayu Islam sendiri tanak tolong bangsa seagama, tapi tolong seorang Hindu yg ckp putar alam, backstabbers to all his colleague. hisk! aku sumpah jugak k*L*** ni kang! terbakar ni beb, terbakar habes! Ckp aku behind my back and sebarkan kat semua orang (yg aku pun tak tahu mana dia dpt cite, tah betul tah tidakk)tapi when i try to talk to her, buat2 busy...and tak berani plak nak face gua, ckp exactly mcm dia dok ckp kat org lain tuh?...ini ke boss yg adil? i DEMAND a 360 degree evaluation la! serius! arGhh!!

Boss aku dulu before her mmg best..betul2 motherly and professional and she knows what she wants to do, focus and one heck of a decision-maker. She was a good example of being a good boss who leads, not like someone who bitches around! So u want me to think highly of Madam S? hmm..prove to me first that you're one heck of good leader, then, I'll think about it. So far? ziltch..

You know, I'm waiting for the right moment for Madam S to say things to me...any sorta diplomacy/ discussion on what she thinks of me...but I think, she'll make a pass on that one. Chicken betul.

p/s: go to hell la suh aku padam PC ni. and am using dial-up for this internet connection. bah~@!

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