::because::

LIFE IS INDEED UNFAIR

inevergotwhatiwant. peoplecomeandpeoplego. yourbestfriendsyesterdaysbecomeyourdistancesomeonetomorrow. whymustlifebethisway. can'tieverhaveanyhappinessatall. whenrealitycreepsitbites. whycan'tijustbedead. whymustihadthisfeelingofhardtoletgohardtoletgo. ilovehimbutthingisnotaseasyasitseems. theonlyonewhoreallyunderstandsmeinsideout. beingakindsoulandwithakindheart.neverleftmebehind. helpmeoutandstandbyme.howcanilethimgo. theonewhotrulyhonestlyopenheartedlyacceptedmeasiamandasiwas. godpleasehelpmeandletmepassthistestofyours. letmeseeandpleaseshowmetheway. forgivemeasiamweakforgivemecosiaminloveandforgivemeforihavesinned. onlyyoucanshowtheway. letmepassthisyaallah. letmepassthisandgetonwithmylife. iamtrulyhurttrulytornapart. tornapartandbreakinginmillions. pleaseletmesleep. letmedie....