p.a.i.n.f.u.l

been quite for all this time due to emo weather uncertainties...feel as if i'm exploding but at the same time in a time bomb, still ticking and awaiting its final countdown to blow...

P . A . I . N. f . U . L

just to let you know guys, i'll be away for a week to amsterdam. just before raya. to mend my sorrows, to breathe some new air and perhaps surveying a place to study and pursue my Masters..at least i know the meaning of a true survivor..living alone in a far away land. always been my dream to study in the UK.

imagine being alone in a country that blows 5 - 10 degree celsius plus rain occasionally...paying in Euros instead of Ringgit...yeah! i will survive!!! go go me!!

for all of you who commented on my previous entry, thank you. really appreciate your good faith. i just need some space to be alone...that's all.