::d|o|w|n d|e|e|p|e|r::

Feel so down today
shattered dreams and broken wings
heart is bleeding, heart is crying
for there no longer a heart's desire...

where should i run?
where should i hide?
this contempted murder
of a broken heart

crumpled self at darken days
warm feelings sail away
leaving here a cold empty shell
leaving that fluid of happiness away

for where I stand I see you
for where I sleep I smell you
forget it forget it let me be
even the bluest sky are not as blue

for I can't share
this flicker of hope; living in despair
a dying flame soon extinguished
and the empty shell remain relinquish
relinquish


" no one could like me even to show me the tiniest bit of loyalty; that my feelings are worth nothing!"

i am afterall cursed to be alone...