::Am I Ready For the Challenge?::

[listening to Wake Up by RATM]

No.

I'm not competing in any of M3 Challenge as the pix above would suggest.

Although I'd love to some day. (I yem an adrenaline junkie, remember?)

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In the event of my downfall mood lately, there was always surprises. I couldn't thank Allah enough for this. It perked me up and suddenly KABAAM! I'm on my jovial happy go lucky mood again.

I am surrounded by aliens here. I mean aliens in term of how close can I open up and confess my insecures, my stories, my bladibla. You know, mundane, deepest secret, crazy stuff you share with your closest buddies. One that you WON'T even BLOG about.

I've tried to uplift my mood with all the you-name-it spiritual needs. But you also have to work out for things to change, right? Things won't change if you boring yourself to death, same ole same ole.

As a Taurus, I need constant motivation. I need material things. I need to be challenged. I know what I want in life. I have my own strong ideas. I strongly crave for the physical presence of my loved ones. But since there was no loved ones (Ehem! I am STILL single, ok!) in 2 meter radius, or even 100km radius by road (Arghh!) so that leave me with: MATERIAL. Righhhhhht~@!

So.

I started to rebuild my already crumbling confidence with rock music (since I am a rock chic but a repented one that is), spruced up the crib with decluttering some stuff, cleaning up this and that. I even bought the new 70% discounted Queen Size linen (Taro! 380 threadcount! Cotton combed summore) to have a blissful sleep.

How some mundane insignificant things could make you happy:

1. A new look for the crib does exude that feel good aura
2. The fresh home sweet home ambience and aroma (thanks also to Ambi Pur) every time you give salaam when entering the crib
3. Icecream, Peanut Surprise by Marigold (Ooh..craving for it already)
4. Good music. Really goo-oo-d music (Oh yeah. I started to listen to Ne me Quitte Pas by Nina Simone kinda music)
5. Good comfort food - not chicken soup but sup daging ibunda. Lotsa herbs & the Kodomo Bento with Miso Soup for moi

Then.

One by one the good things come like magnet.

One of it?

I might be moving back to KL as I was nominated by KL colleagues to be one of that ever so important unit. They even pursuaded the Boss to release me on grounds that they couldn't see anyone as fitting the picture as I do.

"

FYI, I was telling [Boss] that
I will be recommending you to replace Mamat or I (whoever comes first) as I
don’t see anyone else in our dept currently who can do the job!
Are you ready for the challenge girl?" By Makcik Tue Oct 21

and again by Mamat dated today:

Taichee,

I nominate your name on the top list for new [UNIT] executive. Welcome to
[KL Main Office]" With the vacant post advertisement in our intranet bulletin board!

Hampeh punya Mamat~@!
Honoured. Thanks but No Thanks!

Questions:

AM I READY FOR THE CHALLENGE?
AM I READY TO GIVE UP THE WORKABLE TENSE HERE IN SARAWAK?
AM I READY TO GIVE UP MY EASILY CAN SAVE MONEY HERE?
AM I READY?
AM I READY TO LEAVE MY DEPT JUST IN A SPAN OF 10 MONTHS or LESS?

1 answer:
NO!

But Mamat reverted:
Its not your choice.

AGHHH!

CTRL + ALT + DEL = IGNORE

Am gonna find myself
a) Ice cream
b) 1901 Texas Chicken (Another comfort food)
c) Shopping
d) Jogging with Rock Music to the max in my ears

I guess I have to go for ALL! Tensi Maksima neh.