+..Dunno Why..+

[Please Forgive Me: Bryan Adams]

Tak tau kenapa hari ni cuaca mendung semendung hati aku hari ni...
Ke sebab hati aku ni yang semendung cuaca di luar?
Apa yang aku tau, aku cukup sedih hari ni.

I have this bugging issue for so long whether issit time for me to go?
Maybe it's destined to be like this (only God knows). I hate to be a hindrance to people's happiness. For the time being, let me hold whatever I have now. I have so much love to give. Unfortunately, I think that love is not for someone I can confidently claim my husband. No. I'm not confident.

Maybe that love belongs forever to my parents and siblings. Or perhaps, I'm destined to have an adopted child. I'm still pondering to have one, once I'm financially stable. Only the two of us.

I hope and pray that he will be happiest without me. I know sooner or later I have to leave...even though I love him so much. I HAVE to... I really HAVE to go. He will never understand why I'm doing this. I'm doing this for him...

He will forget me one day. That's I'm sure of.
Tick tick tick...time is running out. Once I'll leave, he won't even notice it