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Haiya...

Terasa malesnyer nak memblog. I mean there will be a time for me to unblog and unwind. Doncha think that blogging takes a toll out of u? Like I'm suppose to be in a Blogging Addict Ananimous (BAA) or something where the basic 12 steps rule apply. Uhuh!
Lucky for me, since I'm in a spanking new section now, the tasks are arduous that it mentally & physically challenge me.

So,
Ms. SempoiSerius tagged me. Something to do with 6 weird things?

Well lemme make this straight. I don't like that number at all. i LOVE number 5. So now, being the rebel that I am, I always WANT to bend the rules. Eventhough I was a prefect during my schooldays, I was not the Ms. Goodie-Two Shoes, straight to the Ampang point type. I had no problems with teachers as well. muAhhAHhaHAHhah...So thats two weird things about me.

So far, only few people who know me, knows how bizarre (Note: not just weird) I am. But heck, that was for me and them to know. I love things that are not typical. Not the mundane ordinary stuff. Normalcy bores me to death and make my soul stiff with boredom. Something you've already suspected WILL happen. Like a cliched movie or drama (READ: BOREDOM!!)Oh Yeah...and suprises do turn me on, baby...

I always choose to be different. Like today, I am the only who wears boots to the office before Last Woman and Ms wtf bought the boots later on.

Today I'm wearing black boots with A-line mocha skirt and flowery blouse. The
sox? Its a pair of dark blue football sox with number 7 clearly printed on both
sides.

I hate to do the norms, what common people do (note: not commoners ler sbb aku ni pun rakyat biasa je).

I give you example:
Approaching toll, I've always notice people like to "follow" the car infront to choose their toll booth. I, meanwhile loves to go to the opposite. Practical. Cos' there will be less people queing and definitely faster for my Smart Tag to beep. Simple. Always look far ahead before approaching the toll and look for less queing cars.

Another thing people consider me as weird?
Well, maybe if somebody crosses my line. Say they cut the line when you're stuck queing in the jam? I will do things that will annoy them back. Like, making strange faces, act like a psycho (like moving all your limbs crazily - including your face) and jump out and down in the car (and this makes Obit dances too!). Well...this thing will transpire when people piss me off BIG TIME. If not, if they do give their signals, I will give the way politely.

Another example:
Like when Suren (Kaplam) annoyed me last time by pretending he know nuts about telling my boss (mengadu domba-this one specially to annoy ms wtf as she hates this word) about my whereabout, the FACT that my boss knew where I went...So what I DID was telling everybody why some people dok mengadu domba becos they have nothing better to do. And I went further by annoying him that you can't even imagine I can do that to him...Not worth mentioning here. Oh yes! The war is still on with that good-for-nothing d**khead.

The last weird thing?
There are few of my close friends who think that my current principle of blogging is not good for my sake. To be specific, on how I interpret what's inside my heart to this blog. That it was suppose to be between Allah and me. That I should only write it in my diary or something, and they are afraid that my actions does NOT portray what I want to do.

For me, the interpretations lie in you. What system that you believe, works. I believe my principle works for me. A commitment that I vow to do once I announce it. If I keep it quite then, the commitment does not feel as strong. Like a malas job for me. Macam melepaskan batuk di tangga. Once I announce something I want to do or plan to be, I'm already committed. Meaning how slow I'm progressing, its still a progress to moi. Whther how small it is, to me its a milestone. Whether or not I can fully achieve it, well as I said time and time again, Man Proposes, God Disposes. Wamaakaru wamaakarallah wallahukhairul maakiriin...

For example:
To get married.
It does NOT mean that I can get it straightaway. Live by the day and do it in steps. A crawl for me is still a progress...Well I put too many analogies that you might not understand. Ha Ha. Its just a matter of principle.

Another example:
That I wanna settle down (Read: not marrying ler..but more of slowing down my activities)
I want to. Dah pasang niat nak slow down or stop terus. People said I should not declare this. Or at least write it in my diary and not to publicise it. The system that works for me is to declare it so as to commit that I'm gonna do it. If I just put it in my diary, I know for sure that I won't 100% commit.

Personally for me:
Changes takes time, effort and will power. It needs commitment. If I suddenly change- for the sake of *changing* per se, then the whole system will collapse. A fallacy. A temporary. A KIV. And you will become like that yo-yo effect. I believe in making a non-hurried, NOT sloppy progress. This actually lasts longer than the drastic change.

So there.
I guess you don't call that as weird things about me. But what makes me, me. As what I am today. My principles and my mechanics. How I think. How I look into things, How I do and interpret things.

Sometimes, I can foresee (not that I'm a clairvoyant!- but maybe anticipate things) what will happen. Maybe Allah gives me that ability. But the thing is, I can't 100% reflect that on myself but on people that surrounds me. I think I should further my study in psychology or human behaviour? As for me...different people gives different inputs. I don't like to follow the norms or what people usually do. It is my job to gather their input and interprets it within my capacity to do what I think is most practical and achievable.

Thats it Cik SempoiSerius.
I hope my tagged answers satisfy you.
No. I won't tag other people to answer what 5 weird things about them.
Hahahaha...
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