Current Scent: Still Lavender by Glades
Current Song: Hello by Lionel Richie
Whoohoo~@!
PART UNO
I came to the office today feeling a bit mediocre but when I flashed my memory back to yesterday's evening, I smiled goofily all thru the day without realising. You see, Boe just exhausted his perfume (which lingers to my sweet smell memory now). He was in dire need to replenish his *scent* so to speak but been delaying buying it. What he did was to go and spray that perfume on him, ask the already known answers from the salesgirl or salesgay from the counter (ada diskaun ke?) walked out and hunched frustratingly. I know he can't afford it now as he has other things to pay for. Yesterday he hinted on the perfume warehouse sale at the Crown Princess. The perfume he wanted was already out of stock during the warehouse sale and he was again, a sad Boe (tru that 5 times miss calls and an sms to check on my perfume hunting activity). As a surprise, I bought him at $50 cheaper than market price but original perfume at CitySquare and shoved it to him in a black plastic. The look? oh boy! he looked dumbfounded and speechless. He was so happy, he looked (to me) like that cat in boots animated movie. With that big, sad eyes and that LOOK, and that thank you(s), I know, he truly appreciates my surprise gift. I said, "Well that's for your birthday present, so don't ask for anything afterward.."
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PART DEUX
This morning I feel great and pumping high for our future treasure hunting a-la the American's Amazing Race or Explorace in Malaysia. It will be more fun than in Selai! Its not about the $400 price money, or the $120 fuel subsidy but it will be purely for the fun of it. Plus there will be The Night for the Hunters which requires each of us to dress like the hunters (plus $100 best dressed). At first I thought of cancelling this trip because of a factor. But after much thought and consideration (as always, given time and space - unprovoked or unperturbed, I've always have a clear mind and conscience) I guess yeah..why not a chance not to be missed. So I stick to my initial plan with the modjo jojo group.
I just hate it when people couldn't compute a simple instruction - DON'T DISTURB ME or I NEED MY SPACE. I highly regard people who appreciates one's decision and one's want, not the other way around. They do things because other people asked them to. Thats totally a hypocrisy. You DON'T FORCE people in doing things or stuff for you. Let them do it on their own.
Sometimes, there are that one second or that one moment for you to make that life and death decision. After that, that one second of your life would change forever. It might turn for the better or for the worse depending on your crucial decision that time. Sometimes when you decide, you have to use a combination of mostly your brain (90%) and your instinct...that sixth sense that tell you about something or someone...(from my point of view)
Hey! you know, I might receive another hate mail for this entry. I already received few hatemails..ehehhe..I thought when you talk about God, You aren't suppose to hate anybody. But well, somebody just like to be avengeful and full of hate eventhough they tried to lace it with what were those words? L. O. V. E??...A full pledge antagonist who can change drastically, one who said A for a time, then B the next then C or D later on...Well, this my friend, I call it undecisiveness and unthoughtfulness. People who simply say it out loud without thinking eloborately. They just vent it out of anger. Well, ladies and gentlemen, we know that when one gets angry, they are mostly controlled by their unthinking emotions (puh-lease don't we all being thought but our religious teachers that the devils make friends easily with angry people, thats why when we are fuelled with that erupted fiery emotions, we cool it down with ablution)
So, I've decided what I really want in life. Its not too late for me to turn 360 degrees. I can't understand why people couldn't accept what I want and that I'm happy? Bear shows how he's happy when he sees I'm happy. He respected my decision and we're still good friends (well, who argue sometimes on certain issues...eheheh) and we still update each other.
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PART TREUX
I've decided to be happy today and beyond regardless of any hatemails/ what people say. At least now I've repaired other people's relationship, make them realise their last time insignificant other to be significant again, for them to appreciate one another and to cherish what life has to offer. yes. Yes, I think I've achieved that small achievement eventhough people always misconstrued and misunderstood my existence in their life...I'm happy and WANT to be happy, cos i choose to be Happy without any provocation nor force from anybody. This is what I want...
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