.::recapitulation-Part Uno::.

hmm...
Current Feelings: Love my Granny, miss Arwah Atuk, swelling love to mama n abah, missing ALL my adik badik so much uhukuhuk

Let me recap my event from Friday...since I'm dead bored, alone at home. and now it's clocking 135 am.

Friday Oct 15.

had a vicious-cum-teary argument with someone so dear to me.
i dunno how to handle this. tormented and torn in between to move on and yet my other leg is still left behind. somewhere. some place. maybe as far as 300 km? Ya Allah, tolonglah hambamu yg serba lemah ini ya ALlah. tunjukkan jalan dan tetapkanlah aku dalam beriman kepadaMu...
I pray for his happiness and success. I don't want to do something that will make his heart break everytime i should move on and live life as it is now. God! this is tough. Anyho, went back early to cook for my buka puasa open house for friends. Sahril, Lan, Gja and Oza. yg lelain tuh, mintak maaf tak ajak, ok? insyaAllah next time. or prob. Raya maaa...
NOTE TO SELF: DON'T give Kak Ariza choc as she has migrain related to eating chocs.

5 ish
Reached home. found out Bro won't be coming home at all since he'll be buying his new flat screen to replace his *sentimental value* 19 " Sony monitor which he bought in UK. 6-goddem years man! well, monitor yg dua bijik tu nak buat hape? paper weight?
- anto Sahril gi masjid, aku shoot balik for that daging masak kicap with crinkled fries and udang goreng tepung.

6ish
argh! nasi tak masak lagi! owh noo- hafta masak 4pots. nemind sempat lagi. masak air. nak buat batter udang tepung lagi. uwaaa! where's my maid? oh! I forgot she will be here only if i asked her to, itu pun for cleaning up the whole house. okay don't panic.

Then Lan came and directly went to the kitchen for his ala naked chef in action. He cooked the so called infamous Ayam Goreng tauchu? bladibla (unfortunately no pix are snapped due to the kelam kabutness). Then Gja came with her fruits huehue mangoes, i like! and some muffins and hazelnut cake. Then Oza came with her drinks.

a minute before breaking fast...
Lan was still stirring his chicken's gravy
Me was busy frying the prawns - golden n crisp
Gja was still skinning some mangoes and pears
Oza was trying to find my pitcher eheheh
Sahril - alone kat buaian...hmmm

We buka puasa lightly with dates and some drinks, then solat, then me n Gja continued with frying the omellete and me, cook some broccoli with butter and salt(Effi you miss this, surely?).. Then we had a proper dinner where Lan promoted his dish so dat it looked more laku than mine. wekkk

Sent Sahril to the commuter, Lan n Gja to BSD to fetch some yummy dendeng (which later he gave a portion to me). huehue mmg sodap!! i ate with a lil portion of left over nasik. yummy yum yum.