Sometimes, people just couldn't understand. why makes thing so difficult? that love MUST be between a man and a woman. yup. a story that was passed by generations and generations...tru TV dramas, and soaps and highlighted by other mass media..that often ended up in conflict
so i am a rebellious girl. A girl who defies the norms. i was against my father for not "listening" to him to take up accountancy when i was in form 4. cos i hate doing accounts! instead i took up tech studies for mechanical drawing + building + electric. and in form 3, i took up "pertukangan" instead of "ekonomi rumah tangga". cos i hate being a typical soft lembik gal. dad used to say girl cannot do this and that...i defied all his believes back then and i wanted to prove him wrong. indeed i have.
my point is...whatever things that i found ridiculous, bollocks so-called, i defied it with all my will. but only to permissable "actions" to my standard of rational thinking. i won't defy things that are against my sacred religion..maybe I'm not a good Muslim, but I wouldn't dare speak against the words of AllAh.
it's simple. one needs only to tackle one's heart...be as sincere and doesn't give up. one who cannot live without the significant other. one who really show he cares, and constantly in communication to make his intention clear...even how hard the girl resisted, she will definitely melts one day, later if not sooner.
For me, once beaten twice shy. I've been in my deepest , darkest year after Amir left me. been in depression at work and deteriorated social life, including my own family. So i really have to make sure
so i am a rebellious girl. A girl who defies the norms. i was against my father for not "listening" to him to take up accountancy when i was in form 4. cos i hate doing accounts! instead i took up tech studies for mechanical drawing + building + electric. and in form 3, i took up "pertukangan" instead of "ekonomi rumah tangga". cos i hate being a typical soft lembik gal. dad used to say girl cannot do this and that...i defied all his believes back then and i wanted to prove him wrong. indeed i have.
my point is...whatever things that i found ridiculous, bollocks so-called, i defied it with all my will. but only to permissable "actions" to my standard of rational thinking. i won't defy things that are against my sacred religion..maybe I'm not a good Muslim, but I wouldn't dare speak against the words of AllAh.
it's simple. one needs only to tackle one's heart...be as sincere and doesn't give up. one who cannot live without the significant other. one who really show he cares, and constantly in communication to make his intention clear...even how hard the girl resisted, she will definitely melts one day, later if not sooner.
For me, once beaten twice shy. I've been in my deepest , darkest year after Amir left me. been in depression at work and deteriorated social life, including my own family. So i really have to make sure
2 comments:
Its a difficult issue. Others might not be so friendly in their comments. what ever it is i hope u find ur happiness with this bear guy.. While other's judge, its you and him who's gonna bear it all.
U'll get the teddy bear nanti dear boosyuk.. love you so much..
take care... nice blog
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