ahuh..
it seems aku dah kena concentrate on my last show this year hopefully. huh! hectic!..mampos aku dok nyanyi everytime..tekak ni dahla tak insured..nyanyi kot pewot pon tak guna as it goes out kat tekak jugak.neway, i'll be practising another 2 hrs plus for all the 4 retro songs. just for the record, i'll be wearing the glam of BB Park..a shining glamorous 60s dress...with pink 60s wig..can't wait. but must remember to notify Why to make my eyes *bigger*. i looked more Chinese..ugh!...eyes squinting like amoi sesat. uhuhu..hated my look..but why ppl keep on saying i looked "cun gila"..like an artist la..somehow i was not me. that made me hated my look even more!
well, just to catch up some stamina and to lose some fat, i'll be resuming badminton as usual! yay! i miss badminton so much..nearly played with my badminton friends last time when the band rehersed at dewan. i don't wanna lose my skill. not just yet.
The m:e:s:s:a:g:e
got a msg from Bear that he'll be dumping the a**h*L* hehhe..yup.
suka! but the way he parted was not to my err...expectation.
as for my life now? i need pampering. yup. i need attention...and i can't bear (err..pun attention ler Bear) living alone and termenung at my bayview window everytime i feel lonely...i need constant love and affection. just like what CL said. that's why at the same time this complicated relationship are getting messy and ruining my rational thinking. ruining my judgement as the heart cannot and unable to lie. Bear just bear wif me. i love you because of your patience, your love, your affection and your attention. i did nearly *e:v:e:r:y:t:h:i:n:g* to you but you still have the patience to be with me..i feel flattered..and i can feel your love...only that i'm afraid i cannot be the one you asked me to be..just let AlLah draw our path...and let time be our judge...
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