~unKodaK momeNt~

Hari Isnin..

Pagi tadi aku mmg bgn awal. Seawal 6 40 aku dah bertolak sbb mengikut sms alone, kepong akan jam teruk selama 3 bulan. Uhuk uhuk…mlm tadi aku dah demam kekure…rasa rimas semacam…panas, tapi bile pasang kipas laju, sejuk amat….dah pakai baju 2 lapis, dah pakai stoking…and comforter lagi…still terkebil-kebil…lebih kurang aku tak tidolaa malam tadi.

Hari ni, lepas dapat MC, aku terus carik Nasi Ayam Mencongkam yg Taj Innuendo kenalkan dulu…dari pagi aku takde selera nak makan tetibe rase nak mkn nasi ayam sesangat. Ambik Taro and tgh demam panas ni shoot gi sana. Sibbaik tak jam…tapi masya-Allah, jln on the opposite jam gila. So, masa tuy dah plan nak blk umah tru selayang.

Nasi ayam mencongkam- ayam kasik garing! Yummy..Amir if you are reading this, you should go and try. Minum ngan air limau suam style aku ske…so, sbb lapa tak hengat aku mkn nasik hampir habis…salunya separuh tak habis..

After zuhur- and lepas mkn ubat (antibio tak amek sengaja ahaha) collapse sbb kepala dah berat sangat…berdenyut2 rasenye campo migraine skali nih..hidung berair thp banjir. Sampai kol 5…dengar sore Mas over Era..boring sangat, sbb aku teringat kat game aku...tak boleh main kena rest. hisk cemana eh nantik lawan sabtu ni...

Not being materialistic doesn’t mean I can marry someone who is standing on a shaky ground…I had my bad times with that kinda guys..owe me money, and for the sake of “helping temporarily”, I lost faith in getting the money…all in the name of love..stupid me. Lesson learned. Don’t ever lend money to boyfriends.

Diha is goin for Umrah. And aku dah kirimkan doa…so dat aku leh kawen cepat ahahha…malas nak huha lagi…malas nak gi dating…malas nak sedih, malas nak jadik single masa family day..MALAS!!!

Aku nak sayang hubby aku sorang je, the best love he’ll ever get ( the one I can offer), king of my heart, my Imam..my love. I’m full of it, tapi tak terluah sekarang ni dok simpan and tunggu sampai dia meletup…and then aku nak babies…I love babies! …for now…we’ll wait and see…lesson learned no 2:- don’t declare love too fast ahaha…nanti menyesal, kalau find out, ada someone better..or something bad happened along the way..ehhe susah nak reverse baiii!! kete leh masuk gear reverse, tapi hati dan perasaan? iskk sian the other party tu..xkisahla all my ex-es..tapi tak jodoh kan…hmm…